CHAR. wanderlust dreamer

CHARLENE
Wanderlust dreamer/ nus fass/ twenty/ loves food / loves a good read / living for 280108 / laughter / fun / friends /

Wants
Touchscreen phone/ Taiwan trip/ Master French/ 21st surprise birthday party/ Graduate with Honours/ Be a journalist/ To travel round the world

Charlene Shannon

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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Just read the blog of the girl whose bf passed away..( i saw her working at hougang posb bank there a few mths ago)

Yes, she shares the same name as me, but the point is, i wonder, what would happen if i lost him? I can't imagine my life without him, without him guiding me through life. Anw, these past 8.5 mths were the best of my life, and i don't intend to let it go, until i have decided to let go. School these days have been hard, cos i haven't been seeing him for 6 days, thats a record. I remember we didnt see each other for 4 days (the longest ever) cos i was overseas, and now i miss him more than ever. i realised,i can't live without him, cos he lives in me. School is lonely, cos my close friends aren't there in class with me. Its just a sad reality of people who go tgt for classes, and thats it. I feel so alone, cos i have to be independent. Assignments to be done alone, without any help from anyone, tests/exams studied alone, cos no one takes the same subject as me. 4 years alone. how sad. bf also cant do much, except to verbally encourage me on, although i wish he was studying tgt with me.

going to see my love tmr, cant wait. he says this few days of not meeting will make us miss each other more, but i dislike the feeling of not being able to look at him. haha how ironic. then this year dec23-31, thats 10days, i wont see him cos i'll be overseas too. oh wells. i think i wont miss him that much cos i'll be busy shopping.haha! alrighty, this post was quite random. but i reall really wanna go sing soon pls!anyone date me out for singing:) andddddd, jaychou's new album is out:))))))) yay lets sing!